Run My Child, Run

Run My Child, Run
(A faith poem by Sean)

Dear Beloved,

I closed my eyes in silent prayer
Kneeling before the start of the race
My pure joy as a new believer
Was visible all over my face
I expected the Lord to speak
As loud as a starter’s g _ _
But all I heard was a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.

I opened my eyes and looked around
Barely believing what I could see
Pride and his children had joined the race
Running as sinful versions of me
At first I hesitated
Because the race seemed already w _ _
But again I heard a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.

I tensed my legs, jumped into a sprint
Not knowing how long ‘til the end
The path wasn’t straight, some hills were steep
Faith was tested around every bend
I was eager to quickly finish
And rest in the shade of the s _ _
But again I heard a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.

I wasn’t always in the lead
Pride kept pace while his kids moved ahead
Anger was a disciplined runner
Who grew stronger while grieving the dead
I often felt like quitting the race
If I couldn’t finish as number o _ _
But again I heard a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.
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My main competitor is pride
But anger and lust are both strong
The race is harder than expected
But my progress keeps me going along
My lying self died years ago
I don’t miss the tall tales he s _ _ _
Every day I hear a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.

I wanted the race to be quick
Yet it has been going for years
The truth that I might never beat sin
Has frequently brought me to tears
Good runners like fear had passed away
But watching myself die is no f _ _
Once again I heard a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.

I’m weary from all the running
Pride and anger refuse to die
How can a race take a whole lifetime?
Was the promised new man a big lie?
I have tried to keep the faith
But I want all my work to be d _ _ _
Yet I keep hearing a still soft voice
Calmly saying: Run my child, run.

Lots of love,

Wain

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